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do i have to say
every single word to your ear?
you loot my grave
my mouth cracks
i'll say no
i can be that person
don't beg me
don't say please
don't make it about you and me
i look in the mirror
reminded of the time in the gas station
i thought my heart was calm
fucking just to feel
when i see your picture
i forgot everything of who i am
your eclipse
close the window
hold the breeze inside
when i see you holding his hand
you're an eclipse
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feel it burn into my skin
like a brand
like a seething stare
don't pretend you know
anything about me
or where i'm coming from
like you can already predict
how it all comes together
like a great jigsaw
meanwhile i'm playing
sitting alone on the teeter-totter
trying to locate exactly
what went wrong
why i'm here
and what exactly it all means
ride the trolley
wave to the locals
they know you don't belong
they know you're a tourist
a foreign land of your own creation
hiring an actor to play the role of you
feel it burn into your skin
like a lie
like the truth
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streetlight
01:20
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my wet face
03:00
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you move me to tears
over and over
i can barely manage to get my face dry
you move me to tears
this life is temporary
and your moves are blades
slicing through the struggle
come on in
hold me
come fill this room
love me
this is not meant to be strife
you have left me
shake me to the core
every time i need you
you move me to tears
over and over
this is not meant to be more than we are meant to be
come on in
hold me
come fill this room
love me
you move me to tears
over and over
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russian roulette
01:16
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painting blood on the threshold
waiting for God to pass over
in a translucent green
lighting up the night
broadcast on every screen
fisticuffs in a local bar
supposed experts spouting off
in a translucent green
russian roulette on the big screen
it's only a matter of time
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psalm 2
03:18
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http://www.esvbible.org/Psalm+2/
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my own fault line
02:33
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don't tell me to not hide it
you think i'm perfect
you think it's not meant to be like this
we're not supposed to struggle uphill
i think i know just how to feel
i think i know my own faults
you paint them on bathroom walls
you scream them out when i hold your throat
you cry them when we fuck
every single time i hear your tears
it's like shit filtering through a slit
come be my slut
just when my face becomes dry
you spit mud and cake my eyes
i think 22 years is plenty
you want to save my life
let me cut your mouth
let me kiss your wide bleeding smile
let me put the life back into you
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our young hearts
are already dead
ancient
decaying
we would not know what it is like to lie down
without these young hearts
i am scared of being swallowed by the ground
is it a lack of fear of celestial bodies
and undeniable shaking?
i am holding my hands out
to a rebellious reflection
this is not me
my young heart
has already died
i am holding my hands out
back to the scene of the crime
i will lay down with thieves
and be handcuffed by you
i will be dripping wet
try to hold me
make the shaking end
i am holding my hands out
i am drawing them back in
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be my neighbor
00:21
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YOU THINK
00:53
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you think it's so simple
you think it's so fucking simple
you think you can just sit there
you think i'm lying to myself
you think i never really believed
you think it's all a lie
you think it's all a lie
you think the Light will one day turn on
you think the Light has never been there
you think "The Light" is that Common song
you think you're so important
you think i'm simple
you think you know my next move
you think you could open your mind
you think you'd keep your word
you think you will
you know you won't
you think it's so simple
you think it's so fucking simple
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i am the unbearable
02:07
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every time
every single time
punching me with an "i do"
the universe truly mocks me
your headphones are a voice
reaching out to my ears
dragging me down the hill
do you want me to be miserable?
all i can feel is guilt
all i know how to feel is guilt
the largest burden
you are sitting on my chest
the clot rising
come on
my darkest fear is giving control
i can feel my life slipping
i want my face to be red
i want to pour my blood out for you
i want to see you rejoice
i want to be the good, the bad, the ugly, the unbearable
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swallow you whole
02:04
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i look at the distant lights
through grids of trees
there are no more doors
there are no more walls
everything i hate becomes stronger
i am burning out from my core
wake me up out of slumber
i am dust that the body will become
will you kiss my fallen shadow?
will you let your lips take me?
the wind pushes my movement
shadows guide my faltering steps
will you touch me?
will you affirm my fears?
i am dying
i am blinded by the Light
there are no more doors
there are no more walls
everything i have loved
i have set to flames
i am holding the last key
and i will swallow you whole
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psalm 3
03:14
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http://www.esvbible.org/Psalm+3/
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what do i need now?
01:57
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i can feel my layers shed
you are holding my heart
down a finite screw turning
loose and over and done
pump the blood through
and just who are you now
what do i need in my life
now that you're gone
i need all your ghost gone
what do i do with wood
now that it is all moist
i need all your love gone
what do i with this home
now that the heart is gone
i need all your blood gone
there is no trap to hold on
throw me into the river
i will wade to the corkscrew
no rock cares if i live or die
i am a fallen tree
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blood can boil
02:07
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you know just how to reach
you know just how to reach
i never thought blood could boil
your hand is limp
and you cover your face
and you cry those tears
i know this is my fault
all it makes me feel is empty
where are my emotions?
they run away to your memory
my heart is your hands
my anger is your fetal position
i am worthless
a sugarless treat
why don't you hate me?
all i know is rejection
and the hatred
i will to draw the shades
overload the electrical grid
tie you down
feel you fight against my thrust
trained muscles clamp down
i want to hear you say it
that you know just how to reach
you know just how to reach
who i actually am
a broken shell
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(instrumental)
00:46
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i bent down
03:05
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i am empty
i bent down to feel the river
draw the water up to my face
everyone i know has turned away
all these trials are from human wisdom
lost in dusk's fall on all it covers
my heart is pounding
and you are always on my mind
you opened my throat
reached straight down
palpitated my heart
who are you to tell me how
who are you to make me feel
who are you to love me like you do
you thought you knew me
and i thought i knew myself
and i thought i knew to love you
i bent down to feel the river
i am empty
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psalm 1
01:54
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http://www.esvbible.org/Psalm+1/
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you and me
01:07
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i will find you
without looking
you will come to me
and i will kiss you
place your hand on my chest
feel the blood rushing
i will touch your breast
usury
you and me
usury
you and me
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there's a place for us
02:04
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Ian Craig Columbus, Ohio
Math dude by day, weirdo musician by night. Runs Little Pigeon Tapes.
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